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To Falks

Dear Falks,

It's me.  I guess you've been on my mind recently as I hear all this talk about life and death, joy and loss.  One year ago you left us.

I've been contemplating why your passing has affected me so deeply.  No offense, I just feel that we weren't very close.  And yet, we were.  I vividly remember the first time you heard me sing.  I was absolutely terrified.  I have such a small voice and I knew you wouldn't be able to hear me.  And of course, you'd take that to mean that I didn't know the music and I would fail, and you'd be disappointed in me.  But you proved me wrong.  You took the time to hear my voice and not only did you listen, you reminded me that my voice is significant and strong. 

I never told you, but that meant the world to me.  Now I think of you whenever I'm feeling small.

I really do miss you dearly. 

Thanks again for everything Falks. 

Love,

Emma

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